“What the F*@k am I doing?” Excuse me for being frank, but we’ve all asked ourselves this question in some shape or form at some point in time. Whether it’s that explicit is of course up to the person themselves.
Take control of YOUR LIFE. If you want something, go for it. Real life advice: no one's going to hand it to you. You want to start a blog, just fuckin do it. You want to get a website going, do it. You will never be awesome right out of the gates. Learn as you go, set small goals for yourself, and go for it.